The Mall, 2017
Nine years of not finding it, and one afternoon of deciding to stop looking.
I came to the United States in 2017 to study, and I did what a goldsmith does in a new country — I went to see what was being sold. The jewelry halls of the malls were an answer to a question nobody had asked. Generic forms, made at scale. None of the inherited arts. Nothing made for a named person.
The watches were the clearest case. A watch is worn every day, read a hundred times a day, and touched more than any other object a person owns. They were the most impersonal things in the hall. A case, a dial, twelve numbers belonging to no one.
I did not buy one that year. I did not buy one in the nine years after. I kept a note instead: when the hand is ready, make the watch.
This is that note, settled.

